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“Are you doing anything fun?” I tried to respond in a way that made things seem fun. “Yeah, we’re going to have wrestling practice, I might do some work, I might play music”. Then I judged it. “My life is actually pretty boring”.

Is it though? I’m thankful that things are basically stable, but I do find a lot of joy and satisfaction in doing what I should. I don’t always do it, so when I’m avoiding work it feels bad, which is boring.

I’ve been hearing I should take on responsibility, and I believe that. I don’t always feel like doing it because I’m afraid I’ll work on the wrong things. The key things is just to get started doing it. With love and acceptance born out of humility and thankfulness.

Guilty as charged